It's 4 am...

So, I never thought that I would be using this blog as much as I have been, but I'm really enjoying it. So, I know the last entry was quite a downer but I am feeling much better now. I was just super stressed from all of the traveling and I was scared. I eventually went outside and walked around a bit, just to get a grasp that there was actually other things around me than just my apartment. That helped a bit, It made me feel a little less isolated. I also just wanted to say thank you soooooo much for those of you who have ben thinking about me and praying for me. Your words of comfort and thoughts have helped a lot with this transition. I received some emails from two wonderful friends, Ben and Katie, and they really brought some perspective to my situation. So thank you both so very much. If I hadn't had gotten those emails from you I would still probably be a little crazy haha. I also got the opportunity to talk with My mom and our friend Jaana and Kristen. That also helped a lot. A wave a relief is finally starting to sweep across.

Im gonna try to get some more sleep. I went to bed at 11 here and woke up at 3:45 so I feel like it;s getting better haha. Thanks again everybody.

-Xavier