Where is my mind?

It's hard to get work done when emotions are high. My mind tends to wander and I find myself having to re-read things or just take a break to clear my mind. It's nice to have things to preoccupy me because it helps me from thinking about certain emotions but these emotions need to be dealt with. By putting them off things will just build up and spill over so I've been trying to balance the two...getting work done, just thinking about things, and learning how to deal with the changes in my life.

I keep writing that I'm moving on in life, and I am. I'm seeing new places, meeting new people, and experiencing a journey that has opened my eyes, but that does not mean that I am forgetting who I am, where I come from, and the people in my life. I've been trying really hard to be vague in some of these entries but sometimes it's difficult. There are times I want to say certain things but I don't want to fill this blog with my emotional baggage because I like to keep some of my emotions private, but there has been something on my mind and this seems to be the only way to get my thoughts across so here's a snipit of a new song I'm working on.

"I want to talk but I don't know if you'll listen. So I'll wait as long as it takes, but every passing hour tells me that it's just too late. The ticking of the clock is callous laughter in my face. I'm not looking for sympathy because I know that I've hurt so all I want is empathy, that may seem like a lot, but it's all I ask."

The more I play it the better I feel. So, here's to healing, understanding, the future, past, and present, and to new life journeys.